A MOTHER’S VOICE

SILVIA ARAZI

Although every word hurts, Silvia sits down to write and is able to transmute all her grief. Beyond being a literary gem, A Mother's Voice is pure healing.

“It was a warm, bright morning, with a clear blue sky that I interpreted as a promise, as a good omen for the year that had just begun. As soon as I wrote the final words, my phone rang. It was my sister, telling me that my mother had died.”

Rosa, Rosita, is a beautiful, gentle, melancholic woman, who in her old age suffers a slow and prolonged deterioration. The narrator, her daughter, helplessly observes this painful process. She visits her, listens to her, reads to her, tries to make her laugh, sings to her. When her mother dies, she feels the need to write about her. These pages narrate Rosita’s past, how she met her husband and created a family, with everything this implied for many women at the time in terms of being relegated and silenced. In writing about her, the narrator encounters, as if looking in a mirror, her own childhood, her youth, her first loves, her lack of desire to have children, and her strained relationship with her father.

“One of the greatest new Latin American storytellers.”

This is a grief memoir, a love song: a stunningly intimate novel about the end of a mother’s life told though the eyes of her daughter, and about the lacerating emptiness of that absence. It is about how for the daughter, a “prisoner to words”, the act of writing is her only means of tackling a subject of this magnitude. In the words of the narrator, these are “pages I write slowly, simmering away between long valleys of silence, with the only desire being, perhaps, to remember that voice.” This is a story of mourning, of intense bonds, and above all, a moving tribute to a mother’s love.

The form of the novel reflects the narrator’s grieving process: it is fragmentary, with minimalistic chapters oscillating between the first and third person as her memories are explored and her mother is immortalised in these short glimpses. In a narrative style reminiscent of Marguerite Duras, this is a novel in which the voice prevents another voice from being forgotten, inferring that something immense and sacred is at stake here, that our existence in this world also relies on the way in which we articulate our past, and that our own identity is at risk of shattering if we do not protect the pieces that make us who we are.

As Silvia delves into her childhood memories, we fall in love with Rosita. We watch her in the kitchen as she prepares Arabic delicacies. We hear her requesting her favourite songs in a whisper. We spy on her as she rests on her bed, worried we might disturb her. A Mother's Voice is not only a precious tribute to a departed loved one, it is a portrait of a whole generation of women who did not believe they had a voice, but with love and hope, they raised daughters who managed to empower themselves.

In trying to write the story of a mother, the novel also becomes the story of a family. When the narrator’s siblings find out she is writing the book, they ask her not to talk about certain subjects, to which she responds: “I also try to explain that each of us lived in a different house, in a different family, even though we had the same parents and lived under the same roof.” Arazi explores the idea of perception and memory, and the nature of truth in writing itself: can anyone be satisfied with the written word? Are there true facts, or does the very act of narrating something therefore obscure it, destroy it? “Diving into memory is like diving into a deep sea in the middle of the night, among fish, weeds and sea monsters,” she writes. Her examination of words, of language, reflects her grieving process and how, through writing, she gives form to her mother, gives her a voice. The narrator is trying to use her words to give name to something that is unnameable. “The pain is a blood clot. It is silence. It is a non-word.” Although every word hurts, Silvia sits down to write and is able to transmute all her grief. Beyond being a literary gem, A Mother's Voice is pure healing.

Published in Argentina: Emecé Editores, 2022

Silvia Arazi (Buenos Aires, Argentina) is a novelist, short story writer, poet, actress and singer. She has acted in many plays, films, comedies, musicals and television programmes. As a writer, she formed part of the Abelardo Castillo workshop for several years. She was awarded the 1998 Premio Julio Cortázar de Narrativa Breve in Spain for her short stories Que temprano anochece. Her novel La maestra de canto was translated into German and Dutch and it was adapted into cinema by Ariel Broitman, in 2013. She has published two poetry books: Claudine y la casa de piedra y  La medianera, una novelita haiku  (Second Prize of Argentina’s National Endowment for the Arts) and La familia Cubierto, poems for children. Her most recent novels are El niño de pocas palabras and La separación. She lives in Buenos Aires (Argentina) and in Colonia del Sacramento (Uruguay).   @silvia_arazi \\ facebook.com/silvia.arazi

For rights information, contact Laura Palomares at Agencia Carmen Balcells: l.palomares@agenciabalcells.com

This translation sample received financial support from Translation House Looren.

  • “‘The pain is a blood clot. It is silence. It is a non-word.’ This fragment by Silvia Arazi sits on my chest and like a mussel, slow and precise, it digs down until it has rooted itself into my heart. It hurts, yes, but I can’t help but take pleasure in such beauty. A moving book. A gem.”

    Paula Castiglioni, Becult Magazine

  • “Arazi's writing is graceful: it subtly allows for tenderness but does not shy away from the pain; instead tackling it head on. [...] Even when she smiles, even when she sings, even when she strolls through the square with her mother or has a lively conversation with the manager of her building, underneath there is always a tear. A tear that glistens, that names and describes, in simple and precise words, something that in the beginning could not be named.”

    Mauricio Koch, Fundación La Balandra

  • “A remarkable novel, rooted in the elusive evocation of the past without ever drowning in the sadness of loss... On the contrary, it leaves the reader with the feeling that whatever is lost does not vanish altogether but is a place that ruminates vaguely and abstractly in the least visited recesses of the mind. There is a way to that place, and that way is fiction.”

    Debret Viana, Página 12

  • “An intimate and poetic story that seeks to reconstruct the family memory and includes intense reflections on writing, the human voice and its power to reveal our most hidden thoughts.”

    Rocío Ibarlucía, La Capital Newspaper

  • “Silvia Arazi - an exceptional author who manages to penetrate the depths of the soul as if she were describing a Japanese landscape. When I read her, I constantly have the impression of being both a spectator and part of her stories. As a reader, she doesn’t demand commitment from me, she doesn’t ask me to take her side, she respects my rhythm and, when I least expect it, I am inside her words.”

    Luciano Luterau, Infobae

  • “In this intimate and intimate novel, everything is expressed with an exquisite cadence, with a prose that caresses and almost whispers, so characteristic of Silvia Arazi’s literature. As if she were singing an a cappella song with her delicate voice. Because it is also about the voice. To hear that voice, to listen to it, to make sure it is not lost forever, to treasure it.”

    Silvia Renee Surer, Perfil Newspaper

  • “The preoccupation with what the words say - worthy of a disciple of Abelardo Castillo - puts this novel in the category of an essay, and adds reflections that flesh out the facts being narrated.”

    Leticia Martin, Polvo Magazine

  • “A Mother’s Voice deals with a sensitive subject matter: the history, the progressive deterioration and, finally, the pain of the absence of her mother, Rosita. A text that makes use of the devices of fiction and manages to get to the core of a pain as real and lacerating as the loss of a loved one.”

    Mónica López Ocón, Tiempo Argentino

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